Surprise

I want someone to surprise me.

Too often people do exactly as I expect ... and I'm a cynic cum realist. So, its not a good thing that they always do as I expect.
And, I get the whole believe and it will happen /power of positive thinking thing. I do.
Its just that even though I believe, and I continue to try and to invest myself, my positive thought, my belief ... its always a let down.

My sister is great. My man is great. Which is why they've both been around so long.

I just want someone to surprise me and transcend my expectations.

Ms. Sonsie mentioned it might be the people I pick for friends.

She's totally right.
I have bad judgement.
Maybe the truth is, I dont want any real relationships. They take a lot of effort, and I ususally end up sorry.
bleh.
How to be free from baggage, yet wiser?