gotta get out of here

I want fun. I want young people, alcohol, dancing and fun.
not in a cheesy tampa way - because that only exists here in small pockets, and the young people are that dynamic, interesting etc.

Chicago sounds good. Anywhere in Europe sounds good.

In the mean time, i need to get my shit together. I'm not sure if i'm on the right path or if I'm just moving in circles. I know that once I'm getting help, we can get out of here.

Its just the waiting that hurts so much. Thankfully i'll be leaving on a jet plane in two weeks.